The Life and Death Brigade: life post dance.

wow so i just wrote a tonne and accidently exited the site. good start.

so let's face it this will be a messy blog and no one will read it. poo.

i went out the other night for the first time. i'm in denial. i don't dance ever, apart from the car, shower and after the shower..and at work before we're open.

but i went and i danced and i danced on tables with everyone else. i forced myself to keep moving (that sentence has now inspired me to have a crazy dance in my living room. brb)

phwoaaah. now that was an epic dance and a half. (i danced to 'dawn of the dead' by does it offend you, yeah?) and dancing just then made me realise how much stupid that night was. i was convinced if i just kept dancing the night would end up being great. but it was a smidgen above average. no one is dancing the way they feel. they are all trying to look sexy. how stupid. very. maybe one day i will post a video of me dancing on this blog so you can see what real great dancing should be. (i only just stopped puffing. i danced so crazy i can taste my pizza again...ewww) *note: i don't drink, it was a sober night for me and my friends, so i guess i would see it all differently to evryone else in the club. i mean place.. remember i'm in denial, and i refuse to call it clubbing.

mm so since then a lot of songs have started to make more sense to me. first song was 'don't stop the music' by rhianna. i can see how that works now. anyway.

a few nights later i danced at my friends very tame (once more, sober party) and it was awesome fun. danced like a nut case. and since then i can't stop moving to everything. crazy how a few nights can change a person. so, dear non-existant blog readers. i will stop babbling now (i say that even tho i secretly hope someone will read this one day) i will sign off with a wonderful picture (or two..or more) as i hope to do forever.

my cat just sneezed. ah look the water is dancing (the way it feels)!